"Being comfortable being happy" that's my new year's resolution.

I woke this morning feeling content..ok..but then discouraged by the fact that only few people had written to me on new year's eve. I felt alone and discontent in my own company..no partner..pets.. kids..or roommate to comfort me.

My intention in 2022 is to learn to be comfortable with succes. Sounds crazy, but it has been my biggest fear throughout my life, followed by a great fear of failing. Pretty ironic..huh? 

Surfing around the internet, trying to find something to distract and cheer me up, I fell over

a cat track from "The kiffness" called "Cat jams". It made me laugh and feeling warm inside. I used the energy to jump out of bed with the intention to make the best out of my day. I continued to listen to the whole deluxe EP on my favourite streaming service until I was up and about, in a good mood.

Suddenly I realized..this is what my new year's resolution is about. Being comfortable being happy.