Life is..all the things that gets in your way...just be(e)?

I find my self trying to plan my days, my life, and it's a good thing, but best as I am certain this is going to be a good day, as I have made good plans for it and prepared a lot, something comes up and turns it into a shitty day or at least it seems so. I try and I try to make it good again until I give up, or should I rather say; give in. I surrender to this day or this life, and try to keep up with what seems to be random acts of nature. I try to stay calm inside, breathe deeply, look around and say; ok, just ok. Maybe I'm rushing things and trying to control everything. Maybe it's ok to sometimes let my self flow in the stream of life; Make new plans or.. just breathe..look around and just be..

I ended up having an OK day. An OK day, to me, means not being really happy, neither unhappy, just being. I attended a slow/flow yoga class where most of the tension in my body, build up throughout the day, disappeared. I had a nice chat whit the teacher afterwords, and the rest of the evening was a mix of small doings. Shopping with no stress, a bit of cooking, texting with a friend, watching a good movie etc. I had a nice and quiet sleep that following night and a calm morning, doing this and that. Among other things, finding the time and space to reflect and write it down ;-)